You could run from someone you feared, you could try to fight someone you hated. All my reactions were geared toward those kinds of killers – the monsters, the enemies. When you loved the one who was killing you, it left you no options. How could you run, how could you fight, when doing so would hurt that beloved one? If your life was all you had to give your beloved, how could you not give it? If it was someone you truly loved?
Friday, June 25, 2010
Friday, May 14, 2010
A Breakdown
When it feels like the end ...
When everything breaks ...
When you are lost ...
You keep telling yourself that you are fine ...
A hole in your heart
A tear in your eye
A pain in your smile
And blackness in your sight
You keep telling yourself that you are fine ...
I'm trying to breath
Trying not to break down
Even thought I'm already broken
I'm trying to be fine
Trying so hard to live
Trying to find myself
So much pain that makes my heart aches
So much pain that makes me soul empty
Hurt and broken deep inside
I'm wrapped with thorns
Covered with razors
Bleeding without a sound
Screaming but hopeless
I forgot how to sleep
I forgot how to breath
Everyday in my life
I'm lost, tired and sick of pain
knocking the doors
But no one is there
Screaming regrets
Running away from pain
Trying to treat my broken self
But I'm left dead instead ...
When everything breaks ...
When you are lost ...
You keep telling yourself that you are fine ...
A hole in your heart
A tear in your eye
A pain in your smile
And blackness in your sight
You keep telling yourself that you are fine ...
I'm trying to breath
Trying not to break down
Even thought I'm already broken
I'm trying to be fine
Trying so hard to live
Trying to find myself
So much pain that makes my heart aches
So much pain that makes me soul empty
Hurt and broken deep inside
I'm wrapped with thorns
Covered with razors
Bleeding without a sound
Screaming but hopeless
I forgot how to sleep
I forgot how to breath
Everyday in my life
I'm lost, tired and sick of pain
knocking the doors
But no one is there
Screaming regrets
Running away from pain
Trying to treat my broken self
But I'm left dead instead ...
Sunday, April 25, 2010
I Crave You
The The first time you eyed me
i felt my heart tumble
your eyes locked on me
and i start to mumble
I was lost in your halo
made me walk fumble
you continued with your gaze
abducted me away to your fantasy
Me .. paralyzed
I watch your hands
brush my body
slowly
i held my breath
frozen
Calmly
you bottled me up
in your arms ..
praising me with enjoyment
your only prisoner ...
Your hungry lips
fondling my face
then smoothly kissing me
leaving a sleek stick of rainbow
melting on my lips
just like cotton candy
Your body hot like fire
glued to mine in perfection
My teeth on your neck
biting you lustily
Swiftly,
you vanished
leaving me
hot and frozen
craving for youfirst time you eyed meyour eyes locked on me
and i start to mumble
I was lost in your halo
made me walk fumble
you continued with your gaze
abducted me away to your fantasy
Me .. paralyzed
I watch your hands
brush my body
slowly
i held my breath
frozen
Calmly
you bottled me up
in your arms ..
praising me with enjoyment
your only prisoner ...
Your hungry lips
fondling my face
then smoothly kissing me
leaving a sleek stick of rainbow
melting on my lips
just like cotton candy
Your body hot like fire
glued to mine in perfection
My teeth on your neck
biting you lustily
Swiftly,
you vanished
leaving me
hot and frozen
i felt my heart tumble
your eyes locked on me
and i start to mumble
I was lost in your halo
made me walk fumble
you continued with your gaze
abducted me away to your fantasy
Me .. paralyzed
I watch your hands
brush my body
slowly
i held my breath
frozen
Calmly
you bottled me up
in your arms ..
praising me with enjoyment
your only prisoner ...
Your hungry lips
fondling my face
then smoothly kissing me
leaving sleek stick of rainbow
melting on my lips
just like cotton candy
Your body hot like fire
glued to mine in perfection
My teeth on your neck
biting you lustily
Swiftly,
you vanished
leaving me
hot and frozen
craving for you
your eyes locked on me
and i start to mumble
I was lost in your halo
made me walk fumble
you continued with your gaze
abducted me away to your fantasy
Me .. paralyzed
I watch your hands
brush my body
slowly
i held my breath
frozen
Calmly
you bottled me up
in your arms ..
praising me with enjoyment
your only prisoner ...
Your hungry lips
fondling my face
then smoothly kissing me
leaving sleek stick of rainbow
melting on my lips
just like cotton candy
Your body hot like fire
glued to mine in perfection
My teeth on your neck
biting you lustily
Swiftly,
you vanished
leaving me
hot and frozen
craving for you
Sunday, January 24, 2010
عبالي حبيبي
عبالي حبيبي
عبالي حبيبي
اغمر ما اتركك
اسرقك ما رجعك
احبسك ما طلعك من قلبي ولا يوم
اخطفلك نظراتك ضحكاتك حركاتك
نيمن عفرشتي
احلمن بغوفتي
تيحلا بعيني النوم
عبالي حبيبي
ليلة الالبسلك الابيض
وصير ملكك والدني تشهد
وجيب منك انت طفلك انت
متلك انت
عبالي حبيبي
عيش حدك عمر او اكتر
وحبي يكبر كل ما نكبر
وشيب لما تشيب
عمري يغيب لما تغيب
عبالي حبيبي
عبالي تكملني
واسمك تحملني
بقلبك تخبيني
من الدني تحميني
وتمحي من سنيني
كل لحظة عشتا بلاك
وعبالي تجرحني
لحتى تصالحني
بلمسة حنونة
بغمرة مجنونة
وما غمض عيوني
الا وانا وياك
عبالي حبيبي
ليلة الالبسلك الابيض
وصير ملكك والدني تشهد
وشيل منك انت طفلك انت
متلك انت
عبالي حبيبي
عيش حدك عمر او اكتر
وحبي يكبر كل ما نكبر
وشيب لما تشيب
عمري يغيب لما تغيب
عبالي حبيبي
عبالي حبيبي
اغمر ما اتركك
اسرقك ما رجعك
احبسك ما طلعك من قلبي ولا يوم
اخطفلك نظراتك ضحكاتك حركاتك
نيمن عفرشتي
احلمن بغوفتي
تيحلا بعيني النوم
عبالي حبيبي
ليلة الالبسلك الابيض
وصير ملكك والدني تشهد
وجيب منك انت طفلك انت
متلك انت
عبالي حبيبي
عيش حدك عمر او اكتر
وحبي يكبر كل ما نكبر
وشيب لما تشيب
عمري يغيب لما تغيب
عبالي حبيبي
عبالي تكملني
واسمك تحملني
بقلبك تخبيني
من الدني تحميني
وتمحي من سنيني
كل لحظة عشتا بلاك
وعبالي تجرحني
لحتى تصالحني
بلمسة حنونة
بغمرة مجنونة
وما غمض عيوني
الا وانا وياك
عبالي حبيبي
ليلة الالبسلك الابيض
وصير ملكك والدني تشهد
وشيل منك انت طفلك انت
متلك انت
عبالي حبيبي
عيش حدك عمر او اكتر
وحبي يكبر كل ما نكبر
وشيب لما تشيب
عمري يغيب لما تغيب
عبالي حبيبي
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