I'm sorry that I hurt you

I know I broke your heart

And I know that sorry can't put it back

I know the damage is done

And that theres no way to take it back

But please forgive me

I know I did wrong

But I am truely sorry for what I have done

I'm begging you please

To just forgive me

The silence doesn't solve anything

In time it only pulls us apart

I broke your trust, I know

But believe me it was a mistake

I'm sorry, I really am

Please forgive me for all I've done

This tension is slowly killing me

Please just forgive me

في القبر ستجد الزهرة

فى عيد ميلادك جلبت لك زهرة
إن أردتها أذهب وأخذهـــــــــــا

وضعتها فى القبر فهل تذهب للقبر ؟

فى القبر ستجد الزهرة

فى القبر وضعت الزهرة وتحت الزهرة ورقة
وفى الورقة كلمـــــــات ليست كالكلمــــات

عن حب قد مات
وأحرقت الذكريات
وأنتحرت الفراشات

فى القبر ستجد الزهرة

إن أخذتها , تحسس معانيها
فعودة لن أعود , فلقد مللت الوعود
وهل يعود من كان طعاما للدود

فى القبر ستجد الزهرة

أردت أن تعرف أننى لن أنساك
فقد سكن فى ربوع قلبى هواك
حتى اعتقدت بأن الله من أجلى سواك

فى القبر ستجد الزهرة

أتذكر فى القبر دموعى ؟
أطفئت ثم دمرت شموعى .
واليوم أراك تنتظر رجوعى!

فى القبر ستجد الزهرة

كل عام وأنت السراب
كل عام وأنت الضباب
أطفيء الشموع وحدك دون أحباب
ولاتطرق بابى فلقد حطمت كل الأبواب

فى القبر ستجد الزهرة
وتحت الزهرة ورقة
وفى الورقة كلمات
ليست كالكلمــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــات

أعدك أنني سأحب غيرك

سأحب غيرك لن أموت مكاني
لن تنتهي الدنيا مع الأحزانِ
سأحب غيرك ذا قراري وإنه
قلبي وعقلي فيه متفقانِ
فلتسمحيلي إذا وضعت مشاعري
لتئن بين يديك بعض ثواني
وأذوب في الحلم الذي أبصرته
عمري وفيه تكسرت أزماني
ولتسمحيلي إذا استبحت وجيعتي
وذبحت قلبي مهجتي وكياني
ورحلت عن وهم أذل مشاعري
وتركت عندك كل ماأخزاني
فأنا برأت من الخنوع كما انتهي
عندي زمان الكفر والأوثان
اليوم أذكر كيف كنت مغفلاَ
وأنا أقدم للعذاب هواني
وأنا أرى كل السعادة في يدي
وأسير في جهلي وفي بهتاني
أحسست اني حين وشوشني الهوي
أني امتلكت كنائز المرجان
وبأنني نلت السعادة كلها
فالأرض أرضي والزمان زماني
وظننت ما سكن الفؤاد سينتهي
للنور والأفراح لا النسيان
قد كان لي في الكون عمر واحد
وظننت أن هواكي عمر ثاني
لم أدري أني حين أشعلت المني
أني حلمت بأبنة السلطان
وبأنني سأموت كل دقيقةٍ
وأبيت أعصر في دمي وأعاني
لم أدري اني حين صدقت الهوى
أني اتبعت مكيدة الشيطان
وبأنني أقبلت نحوك راجياً
لأذوق عندك لدغة الثعبان
ماذا أقول لمقلتي اذا هما
بالحب والأفراح تنتظران
والنار تشتعل الحرائق في دمي
وتشب في قلبي وفي وجداني
فالحب يا عمري عجيب أمره
هذا حديث حكايتي ولساني
الجرح مكتوب علي أذوقه
والحب واللا حب قد باعاني
أمضي بزيف في طريقك واعلمي
أني سأرحل ضائع الإنسان
ودمي سيكتب للعروق نهاية
للقهر والإذلال والحرمان
لا تعجبي لو جئت نحوك راحلا
فأنا قديماً قد وهبت حناني
وأنا كهعدي قد بسطت لكي يدي
لكن حبك ليس في أمكاني

ما أجمل حديثنا حينما يطول ...........

جلست على ضفاف النيل
أتسامر مع قمري
في ليلى الطويل
فما أجمل حديثنا عن
العشق حينما يطول

نجد النجوم في
السماء ... تلألأت
و الزهور في
الحدائق ... تفتحت
و الطيور منا خجلت
تختبئ خلف الأغصان
تستمع لنا
و كلها شوق
لنكمل حديثنا
عن الحبيب
الذي صار كشمس
عني يوما
لا تغيب

ينتهي الحديث
فاذهب إلى أوراقي
لأسجل شهادة ميلادي
بقصة عشق
هزت كياني
و إذا بالطيور..تتابعنى
خلف نافذتي.. تتأملني

و فجأة يغلبني النعاس
أضع خدي على وسادتي
فتذوب الآلام
و يأخذني المنام إلى
عالم الأحلام
لأرى أمير فؤادي
و من سكن وجداني

ثم يأتي النهار
لاستيقظ على
تغريد البلابل
و شدو الطيور
تناجيني
تقبل جبيني
لأُكمل حديثي
عن حبيبي
الذي انتظره
على شاطئ الهوى
أناجيه في الدجى
ليعود و يحييني باللقى

يا كلمة اليمكن

دق الحزن بابي
دمعي فتحلوا الباب
مني خد حبابي
ما ضل عندي حباب

يمكن انا الغلطان
يمكن عمر هربان
يا كلمة اليمكن
في الك الف عنوان
يمكن ما ذنبي الي صار
يمكن زماني دار
يا كلمة اليمكن
يا بحر من اسرار

البحر المافي منو رجوع
عرمل الشط الموجوع
دعساتن يلمتل جروح
عيوني عمتمليها دموع
ضاعت ايامي
احترقت احلامي
والشمس الي شرقت غابت
يا عيوني نامي
نامي عجروحي
بسرك لا تبوحي
والكانت روحي ما غابت
بعدا بروحي

يمكن انا الغلطان
يمكن عمر هربان
يا كلمة اليمكن
في الك الف عنوان
يمكن ما زنبي الصار
يمكن زماني دار
يا كلمة اليمكن
يا بحر من اسرار

البحر المافي منو رجوع
عرمل الشط الموجوع
دعساتن يلمتل جروح
عيوني عمتمليها دموعي
بعدا بعيني
دمعة منسية
كلما بحاول انسى قلبي
بيصرخ مافي
والقدر قادر
الحاكم والامر
سفرة مكتوبة ومافينا الا منسافر

يمكن انا الغلطان
يمكن عمر هربان
يا كلمة اليمكن
في الك الف عنوان

يمكن ما ذنبي الصار
يمكن زماني دار دار
يا كلمة اليمكن
يا بحر من اسرار

its over

i wish i can undue what I did
i lost everything .. I mean everything
my family .. my life .. my diploma .. even my cell phone!!
I got nothing now, its like i was just born
I don't know what to do ... friendship doesn't even exist these days
so I guess I'm gonna do it alone either live this life or die hard

I've been waiting death for so long and I dunno if im gonna be able to wait more
it should be over soon

just free my soul

How I Feel ..

Sometimes I just wish, I could run away and hide.
No matter where I go though, these feelings stay inside.
How can I stay here & live each day a lie,
When all I want to do is close my eyes & die?
I see the pain I cause you, with every tear I shed.
I plead with you now, let me go instead?
I wish I could take you with me, to a happy place,
Whether it exists though, is time for me to face.
Can I ask for your forgiveness? For you to set me free,
It may seem ungrateful, but this life's not meant for me.
Thank you for all your love, for all the time we shared,
It means the world to me, to know that someone cared.

4 More Days

8 more days

I've made mistakes that I can't erase
I've made mistakes

With me

I don't want this moment, to ever end,
Where everything's nothing, without you.
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

Through it all, I made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall,
But I mean these words.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I'll hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt.
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what i didn't have so, I won't let this go.
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

All the streets, where I walked alone,
With nowhere to go.
Have come to an end.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I'll hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don't know what you're looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.

I don't want this moment to ever end.
Where everything's nothing without you.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I'll hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

I don't trust anyone .... I will never do

Say Goodbye --

You don't know me
Like you knew me
You stopped listening
The moment I needed you most

You can't see me
Like you saw me
Truth comes easy
But it's hard for you to pull me from the ground
So I scream, scream cause it hurts
Your every word
Cuts me inside and leaves me worse
There's no way back
And what if there was

You'd still be you and
It'd still need to say goodbye
Maybe you don't
Love me
Like I love you baby
Cause the broken in you doesn't make me run
There is beauty
In the dark side

I'm not firhgtened
Without it I could never feel the sun
Nothing will change no matter what you say
I'm still gonna be the same
The harder we try, the harder that we fight, can't get it right

I just wanna scream
scream doesn't hurt
maybe it'll make me feel better for a bit

Teardrops on my guitar

He looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see,
That I want and I'm needing, everything that we should be,
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about,
And she's got ev'rything that I have to live without...

He talks to me, I laugh 'cause it's just so funny,
But I can't even see anyone when he's with me,
He says he's so in love, he's fin'lly got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night...



He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only thing that keeps me wishin' on a wishin' star,
He's the song in the car I keep singin', don't know why I do...



He walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be,


She better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky 'cause...


So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light,
I'll put his picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight...

Cause he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart,
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do...

He's the time taken up, but there's never enough,
And he's all that I need to fall into..

He looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see...

Miss Me When I'm Gone

I look around me
But all I seem to see
Is people going nowhere
Expecting sympathy
It’s like we’re going through the motions
Of the scripted destiny
Tell me where’s our inspiration
If life wont wait
I guess it’s up to me


Whoahh
No we’re not gonna waste another moment in this town
Whoahh
We wont come back, the world its calling out
Whoahh
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long
You’ll miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone


Procrastination running circles in my head
While you sit there contemplating you’ll wind up left for dead (left for dead)
Life is what happens
While you’re busy making your excuses
Another day, another casualty
But that won’t happen to me


Whoahh
No we’re not gonna waste another moment in this town
Whoahh
We wont come back, the world its calling out



Whoahh
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long
You’ll miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
When I’m gone


Let’s go…!
Won’t look back
When I say goodbye
We’re gonna leave this world behind me
Gonna take what’s mine tonight
‘cause every wasted day
Becomes a wasted chance
You’re gonna wake up feeling sorry
‘cause life won’t wait
I guess it’s up to you


Whoahh
No we’re not gonna waste another moment in this town
Whoahh
We wont come back, the world its calling out
Whoahh
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long
You’ll miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone

I'm With You - Avril Lavigne

Im standing on the bridge
Im waiting on the dark
I thought that you'd be here
by now
Ther's nothing but the rain
no foot steps on the ground
Im listening but ther's
no sound

Isn't anyone trying to find me
Won't somebody come take me home

it's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I
Im with you
Im with you

Im looking for a place
Im sarching for a face
Is anybody here
I know

Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be
alone

Isn't anyone trying to find me
Won't somebody come take me home

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I
Im with you
Im with you

Oh

Why is every thing so confusing?
Maybe Im just out of my mind

Yeah yeah yeah...

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't Know Who You are
But I
Im with you
Im with you
Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't Know Who You are
But I
Im with you
Im with you

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't Know Who You are
But I
Im with you
Im with you

Again

underneath my skin is it just anger, just frustration?
underneath my skin is it decisions or these feelings?
it always hurt my mind
it always killed my pride inside.
it always wastes my time
again, again..

again i bleed, again i shake.
again i fall, again i break.
wasted, hated.
again, again..


'cause all of mine just fades
no, i don't feel what i felt before.
i'm back inside this cage.
again, again..

again i bleed, again i shake.
again i fall, again i break.
wasted, hated.
again, again..

again i burn, take it all
but inside my head, i hate the world,
because i don't know
i let go
again, again..

underneath my skin is it just anger, just frustration?
underneath my skin is it just nothing, or these feelings?
'cause all of mine just fades
again, again..

again i bleed, again i shake.
again i fall, again i break.
wasted, hated.
again, again..

again i burn, and take it all.
but inside my head, i hate the world,
because i don't know
i let go.
again, again..

again
again
again
again

A Little Bit Of Suicide

A little bit of suicide a day keeps the doctor away
A little bit of suicide a week keeps the nightmares at bay
A little bit of suicide a month keeps my friends worrying
A little bit of suicide a year keeps my heart still beating
A little bit of suicide every season keeps me filled with hate
A little bit of suicide every decade keeps society awake
A little bit of suicide every generation keeps the kids in graves
A little bit of suicide every turn of the century keeps the bright minds saved
A little bit of suicide every millennium makes the history books more interesting
A little bit of suicide every dawn of creation makes the world worth saving
A little bit of suicide every lifetime makes our lives so much more loved
There is something inside of us all
Its not anger, passion, hope, or just cause
Theres a little bit of suicide in us all

A little bit of suicide makes me who I am today...

Falling Away From U

Hey, I'm feeling tired.
My time, is gone today.
You flirt with suicide.
Sometimes, that's ok.
Do what others say.
I'm here, standing hollow.
Falling away from me.
Falling away from me.
Day, is here fading.
That's when, I would say.
I flirt with suicide.
Sometimes kill the pain.
I can always say.
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'.
Falling away from me.
Falling away from me.

Beating me down.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming some sound.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.

(falling away from me).
It's spinning round and round.
(falling away from me).
It's lost and can't be found.
(falling away from me).
It's spinning round and round.
(falling away from me).
Slow it down.

Beating me down.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming some sound.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.

Twisting me, they won't go away.
So I pray, go away.

Life's falling away from me.
It's falling away from me.
Life's falling away from me.
Fuck!

Beating me down.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming some sound.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.

I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off

Last Years Wishes,
Are This Years Apologies,
Every Last Time I Come Home,
I Take My Last Chance To Burn a Bridge Or Two,
I Only Keep Myself This Sick In The Head,
Because I Know How the Words Get You (off)

We're The New Face Of Failure,
Prettier and Younger,
But Not Any Better Off,
bullet Proof Loneliness,
At Best, at Best.

Me And You, Setting In a Honeymoon,
If I Woke Up Next To You,
If I Woke Up Next To You,
Me And You, Setting In a Honeymoon,
If I Woke Up Next To You,
If I Woke Up Next To You,

collect The Bad Habits,
That You Couldn't Bear To Keep,
Out Of The Woods, But I Love,
A Tree, I Used To Lay Beneath,
Kiss teeth stained red From A Sour Bottle Baby Girl,
with Eyes The Size Of Baby Worlds,

We're The New Face Of Failure,
Prettier and Younger,
But Not Any Better Off,
bullet Proof Loneliness,
(At Best, at Best)

Me And You, Setting In a Honeymoon,
If I Woke Up Next To You,
If I Woke Up Next To You,
Me And You, Setting In a Honeymoon,
If I Woke Up Next To You,
If I Woke Up Next To You,

Me And You, Setting In a Honeymoon,
If I Woke Up Next To You,
If I Woke Up Next To You,
Me And You, Setting In a Honeymoon,
If I Woke Up Next To You,
If I Woke Up Next To You,

The Best Way To Make It Through,
With Hearts And Wrists Intact,
Is To Realize,
2 Out Of 3 Ain't Bad, Ain't Bad

Me And You, Setting In a Honeymoon,
If I Woke Up Next To You,
If I Woke Up Next To You,
Me And You,
Honeymoon,
setting in a honeymoon
Me And You,
setting in a honeymoon (honeymoon)
if I Woke Up Next To You,
If I Woke Up Next To You,
Me And You,
setting in a honeymoon (Honeymoon)
if i woke up next to you
Honeymoon,

Feel Something

I'm lying here torn,
My emotions are so strong,
I'm in too deep,
To explain what's wrong.

I feel so sad,
So lost in this place,
My mind is blank,
My reality I can't face.

I can't find the light,
Just can't find my way,
I'm jaded, yes jaded,
With nothing to say.

I know I'm broken,
But it won't sink in,
I'm so far from happy,
Of comfortable in my skin.

I hate my life,
Hate the way I feel,
I need to wake up,
To find something that's real.

Need to touch something,
Because soon I'll fall,
I can't keep living,
Within these four walls.

And I really here?
I need to be told,
I can barely breathe,
I feel so cold.

It just feels so surreal,
Surreal to me,
And I need to feel something,
Before I set myself free