Roses for the dead

Just to say we're sorry
For the black eyes and bleeding lips
When it's hard to forget
How many lies we told,
Or how we'd grow
Before i said goodbye
So lets scrape our knees on the playground

It's not your fault
You feel okay,
It's too late in the day
It's not your fault,
You feel betrayed,
And can't come out to play

I never listened to a word,
You never said,
I never listened to a word,
You never said,

Wasting the hours now,
We're all suckers for tragedies,
We'll start this over again,
And you bring us to our knees,

As sunrise comes,
And the story will sell
A few hundred papers,
So we'll follow you up!

It's not your fault
You feel okay,
It's too late in the day
It's not your fault,
You feel betrayed,
And can't come out to play

I never listened to a word,
You never said,
I never listened to a word,
You never said,

So raise your hands up high,
And let this rain pour on,
So raise your hands up high,
And Wash us away,

Like innocence and childbirth
You look just like your mother,
And you look just like your father

Forgive him our father,
Your son is smiling
So lay roses around you...

LOVE HURTS

Can't Stand The Pain
Can't Make It Go Away

LLLCSD

... LIVE ... LOVE ... LAUGH ... CRY ... SMILE ... DIE ...

Love me when im gone

So hold me when I'm here

Right me when I'm wrong

Hold me when I'm scared

And love me when I'm gone

Everything I am

And everything in me

Wants to be the one

You wanted me to be

I'll never let you down

Even if I could

I'd give up everything

If only for your good

So hold me when I'm here

Right me when I'm wrong

You can hold me when I'm scared

You won't always be there

So love me when I'm gone

Love me when I'm gone...

I have been through it all ...

I have been through it all

I had my fall

Life gets pretty hard

But you have deal with your dealt cards

I have been raped heart broken

Many times

I have tried to be outspoken

But the words wont come out of my mind

I keep taking it day by day

Will i ever stop feeling this way

people say that they understand

But do they really comprehend

They dont know how i truly feel

If they felt this way how would they deal?

cut after cut

I want to see myself bleed

They understand why i do this to me

People say its not right

but its something they dont have to live with

everyday i get sadder

Just by looking at my wrist

One day it will be over and they will see

If only some one would have rescued me

I'm not going to make it

I told another lie today

No one saw through my games

I feel all so unbeautifully...

Lonely...

Cant seem to be able to breathe...

No one seems to care...

I might look happy...S

tanding there...

But on the inside

The blood stained on my hands...

Becomes real again...

Drips into the wounds of my pain...

That will never heal...

When I am alone...

In these woods...

Those glass-like tears...

Form in my eyes...

Then I scream...

No one seems to care...

And listen...

When the glass-like tears...

Reach the ground...

They shatter...

My Voice is beginning...

To slow down...

It soon will fade away

FOREVER...

Then when I walk away into the fog...

So will I...I'll be lost...

FOREVER...

Never to be seen again...

Why do is it hurt so much?

What do you do

if you don't know wrong from right

what do you do

if you cant tell darkness from light

what do you do

if you learn to hate

what do you do

when you forget to appreciate

what happens

to those that don't stick around

what happens

when you stop hearing sound

what happens

when no one seems to care

what happens

when you need someone there

where do you go

when you cant take the pain

where do you go

when you feel heartbreak over an over again

where do you go

when no one picks up the phone

where do you go

if no one even cares if you come home

why does each day get harder to go on

why does it feel like no one would even care

if i was gone

why does this life hurt so much

why?

You said you loved me

But you were going to break my heart,

You said you would love me forever,

So why are we apart?

If you really meant forever

Than say you will try,

Cause you once said forever,

and that made me cry.

..

FORGIVE ME & FORGET ME

Razor Blade Romance Written On My Arm

The screaming is much louder now

Yet silenced through a blade

The painful tears much noticeable

Through all the lies I’ve made

I smile wide & close my eyes

As not to show no fear

The time for death is coming close

And slinking nearer and nearer

I cover up with long sleeves

To hide the pain I’ve bled

I cover up with broken smiles

To hide the skin I’ve shred

Here I am ..

Sadness has taken over my life

I cry and think of dying every night

I can’t smile without faking it

And I can’t find a laughter in sight

Here I am Lying here

Looking up at the stars

Wishing I was dead

Help me, save me

I once was calling for you

I haven't got over you

But I’ll never get over of what I did to you

And I’ll be with that pain for the rest of my life...

I’m Leaving Now For Good

Too much crying

Too many tears

Depression,soulless

So many fears

Caused by you and all that u do

To hurt me so

Now I need to go

Be gone from this place

No longer seeing your face

Leave here now you know

I’ve tried

Always looked to suicide

To be happy, and not sad

Sick of being so mad.

So I’m gone, done

I thought you were my only one

I was wrong. I always am

I guess its all part of a greater plan.

But not for me

Because I am bout to leave

It’s for the better

Since were not together

Maybe one day well see each other.

Can't Take This

This isn’t a poem, it’s my suicide note...of course I cut and cut…I lived through it all

I can’t stand it no longer!!

I need help but no one every cares!

When my heart is breaking no ones there to save me!!

I hope that in my next life I won’t feel the way I do everyday!!

I’m just ready to die!!

So I say goodbye to all the ones I love!!

Please don’t cry I want you to be strong!!

Because I will always be in your heart!!

Goodbye, see ya in my next life!!

Don’t let me fade away from your heart when I’m gone!!

Yeas my body is gone but soul still hurts!!!

I’m gone and out of sight but don’t worry I’m alright!!

I’m bleeding tons…goodbye

To Everyone

When I die do not cry,

For it will be a happy day

No more tears, fears, and no more pain

When I die, please go on.

I would want nothing more but for you to stay strong

Alright, here's what I’m really trying to say.

I hate this life I’m living, I wanted to die.

No more loneliness,

No more pain,

No more tears I have to cry.

I sit in this room half the day.

Slowly but surely, I was drifting away.

Away from myself, family, and friends.

And since your reading this

I guess it’s the end.

I loved you all, but hated the person I became.

Living a life fake, and full of shame.

So now that I’m gone,

Do not cry.

I have no more tears, fears, and no more pain.

I had everything to lose and nothing to gain.

I loved you all, don’t worry we shall meet again.

I WANT TO DIE

I’m sitting in my room dark and empty

Nobody to hold me

Nobody to care

I’m thinking of all the fu*ked up stuff

I just want to die

Knifes I love you

Blades you sting

either way you

make me believe

I’m still alive

SORRYY

I’m sorry of being so emotional

I’m sorry of being so possessive

I’m sorry that I cry for you

I’m sorry because I can’t live without you

I’m sorry for the tears you shed

I’m sorry for the damage I made

I’m sorry I’ve made you sick

Sorry I hurt you so deep

I’m sorry for giving you sleepless nights

I’m sorry for each and every fight

I’m sorry for your pain & agony

I’m sorry for the missing harmony

I’m sorry for my selfish love

I’m sorry for not caring enough

I’m sorry for my restlessness

I’m sorry for the losing grace

I’m sorry my friend I made you mad

I’m sorry darling you are so sad

Sorry for not giving you any happiness

Sorry because it’s my disgrace

I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much

I’m sorry I always miss your touch

I’m sorry of being so mad about you

I’m sorry for my every blue

I’m sorry of being so immature

I’m sorry now that can’t be cured

I’m sorry of being myself

I’m sorry that I’ve failed

I’m sorry and sorry again

I’m sorry of being insane

But believe me that I love you

Should I say sorry for that too?

Broken

I see me sitting sadly in the corner

Knees drawn up tightly to my chest.

Mind and body wreaked in sorrow

As tears course down my face.

I pray to a God I don't believe in

Yet I curse him in the same breath.

I look at me with narrowed eyes

Pitying the sorry creature I have become.

I look into my wretched soul

Cursing the emptiness inside.

Emptiness put there by my own stupidity.

As I stand over the huddling form of myself

I see I have gotten what I deserved from life.

I had no right to the beautiful love we shared

When the love rightfully belonged to her.

Sadly I watch the shell of myself slowly cracking

Oozing out all the pain and misery within my soul.

There on top of all the shattered pieces

Lay my beating heart, all alone.

I gently pick it up and place it where it belongs.

May it rest in peace forever.

Make it Okay

Only you can ...

I've been listening to (untitled) for 3 days ... I heared it many times ... I don't know I'm obssessed with it ... I feel that it talks about me ...

yeah I made my mistakes but I got no where to run ... its true how could this happen to me??

It reminds of my bad days ... the days that made me lose many pple I loved ... I know then that I will never see them again

Sorry won't bring them back and won't take my pain away ... I hope they are okay ... I'm sick of my life ... I wish I could say it out loud ... I wish I could scream and get out wuts hiding behind my tears ...

I'm human .. I make mistakes .. Don't I deserve a chance ?? maybe like everybody else??

If someone loves u .. they forgive you .. they don't just leave u like that ..

Especially when they know that you need them ... you need to hear thier voices to feel alive ... so u can breath ... thier voices make u calm down and feel a little better

THERE IS NO WHERE TO RUN .... you can save me ...

I'm sorry for everything I did to anyone .. I'm sorry If you got hurt coz of me ... what can I do to get all of you back ??? FORGIVE ME ...

I'm not happy and I never was ... I just knew that I can't be happy when there is someone out there sad or hurt coz of me ... You can make me strong ... You can save a life .. my life

I wish I could fix the pain thats bleeding inside of you & inside of me ..

You could never tell the next thing life could be ..

In your eyes .. the future never dies .. In your eyes

I wanna start this over again ... I want a life ... I want to live like all of you

I don't feel left out in the dark alone

I've been through alot ... If I hurt you ... plz know deep inside that I got hurt so much to have the power to hurt you ..

Bleeding hearts hurt other hearts sometimes when they are so fed up ... when they got filled with pain and tears

Everyone of us hurt someone ... If you think about it you know its true ... We all deserve a chance ... I deserve a chance

Give me a chance ... Change my life ... Pull me out of my prison ... Pull me out of here

Friends

Untitled - Simple plan

I open my eyes

I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light

I can't remember how

I can't remember why

I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain

And I can't make it go away

No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes

Got no where to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming

I try to make a sound but no one hears me

I'm slipping off the edge

I'm hanging by a thread

I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered

And I can't explain what happened

And I can't erase the things that I've done

No I can't

How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes

Got no where to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes

Got no where to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me