Here I am ..

Sadness has taken over my life

I cry and think of dying every night

I can’t smile without faking it

And I can’t find a laughter in sight

Here I am Lying here

Looking up at the stars

Wishing I was dead

Help me, save me

I once was calling for you

I haven't got over you

But I’ll never get over of what I did to you

And I’ll be with that pain for the rest of my life...