Monday, April 14, 2008

How I Feel ..



Sometimes I just wish, I could run away and hide.
No matter where I go though, these feelings stay inside.
How can I stay here & live each day a lie,
When all I want to do is close my eyes & die?
I see the pain I cause you, with every tear I shed.
I plead with you now, let me go instead?
I wish I could take you with me, to a happy place,
Whether it exists though, is time for me to face.
Can I ask for your forgiveness? For you to set me free,
It may seem ungrateful, but this life's not meant for me.
Thank you for all your love, for all the time we shared,
It means the world to me, to know that someone cared.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...
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Anonymous said...

my stomach churns my body aches
i want to sleep and never wake
the misery from deep within
resurfacing to haunt again

why does it have to be this way
to suffer yet another day
my appetite for life has fled
instead i lay alone in bed

i feel as if i don't exist
if i was gone i'd barely be missed
it makes me hate myself despise
i don't deserve to be alive

wants and feelings thoughts desires
empty nothings 'til i expire
'cause nothing ever gets fulfilled
the chasm deepens leaves me chilled

i need so much to be filled up
with loving warmth and tender touch
but seems it'll never be that way
i've lost all faith all hope for change

nerves are shattered heart is torn
why the fuck was i ever born
bleak existence without a path
no purpose in life it drives me daft

someone cherish embellish me
i'm human too i need to feel
is it really that too much to ask
to feel alive not overcast

guess it's too much to expect for me
'cause i'm still waiting to receive
is this some punishment forced on me
to strip me of my dignity

years gone past and nothings changed
it only gets worse day by day
someone please reach out to me
this loneliness is destroying me!


Sending you my love selena!

*Hugs 'n Kisses*

Andy

G!A said...
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G!A said...

andy .. you are great like always

thank you

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